Who sang queen of hearts first8/4/2023 ![]() ![]() So even though it's so game-ified I just felt like I really sincerely got to be myself, and stand for what I stand for, which is heart and feeling and emotion and connection. And it wasn't about my name, and it wasn't about my story, or where I was from or my accent or all those things that aren't really you. And so the show actually in a really interesting way, even though it's such a fun, silly pop show, I feel like allowed me to show so sincerely and authentically who I was, that most essential thing, which to me is my heart. We can't place our worth on our job title, or our names, or where we're from, or whether we had a successful record or not. I think the thing I found most surprising about the show was I have a mental health foundation, and I work with kids, and I tell the kids a lot that our worth has to be innate and intrinsic, you know, we can't base our worth outside of us. There were multiple times on stage where I was like, "What am I doing? I don't know if I'm going to sing this the way I want to." So that was really fun. And so the show let me focus just on my technical ability. I've always written for the story, and for some reason just never really showcased how technically good I was as a singer. It didn't take a lot of time, it let me push myself vocally, which was the second reason I did it. ![]() So the show really checked that box for me. And so finding opportunities that allow you to be an artist that don't take all your time, to help you promote your music, and help you develop as an artist in ways you haven't done before, that's really valuable. But for me, the show, obviously my goal was to be a great, engaged, present mom, but I am also an artist. So it's a really difficult transition, I think, for women, and not a lot of women are talking about it. And that's obviously hard as a mom when your child is in school. We tour and we promote maybe for a year at a time. The industry is not very kind to moms, mainly just because of the lifestyle. One, is just a really practical box that may not be very sexy to talk about, but I don't know why women don't talk about it more - it's hard to be a mom in the music business. And others understand what she's doing now also, playing the part, sleeping around with ppl that mean nothing to her.JEWEL: It checked multiple boxes. Lovers verse: she knows he's sleeping around also so go ahead and lie to them as you've lied to me. He knows what she's doing is bothering him, but everyone heart breaks sometime? Honey verse: everyone is gossiping about what's going on between them. Or lying to everyone else because she's too ashamed to admit she's been wh*ring around? Lol just another part of this wild life? These guys she's sleeping with are only temporary so she plays the part by lying. Moonlight verse: nights are the loneliest but she's hoping she'll make it through the nightĬhorus: perhaps she's calling herself the queen of hearts who's gonn a do what she has to do to get over? The joker ain't the only fool because she also will do anything for him? Laying out another lie, thinking about a life of crime. Midnight verse: waiting for midnight to run the streets to get him off her Kinda like my sister is doing with her ex right now lol She has a guy she can't manage to get over and she's running wild being easy just to make herself get over him. I know you care, don't keep trying to hurt me, don't make it hard to pretend! I know I'm not the first, but I'd like to think I'm the one that matters now! It's not me you're trying to hurt, you're sabotaging the best thing you've got going I'm not spying, you're just not keeping your secretsīut when they're handin' out the heartaches I am getting desperate to fix this, even if it means getting away from you "I'm trying to make up a story that will make all this work, maybe lying to myself" Kinda dumb to "Play" with the queen of your heart She's like, "Give me something to believe in, even if it's a lie." It's the middle of the night, she's on the run, trying to get to "safety" but probably metaphorically The woman is either a stalker or the best thing that could happen to him! But either way he's the one pulling the strings, it looks like. And he gets upset, but really, he's the one doing it. Not even in bed! And she doesn't have to catch him cheating, he sends people to tell her what he's doing. He never cuts her any slack, never gives her a moment to think "Maybe" he's going to keep her heart from breaking. He's playing hard to get and she's about to (try) to get away. "The Queen of Hearts" is the one, the one you really want. Why is everybody telling everybody what you have done?īut when they're handing out the heartachesĪnd others, they know just what I'm going throughĪnd it's a-hard to be a lover when you say you're only in it for fun ![]() Hoping it'll take me just a little farther down the line ![]()
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